Life is so different in these times...I am only 26 and when I was in school kids were so cruel to me because my parents were extreamly poor and couldnt really buy me anything let alone some name brand expensive %#@&#! which is what our young lives have been made to revolve around.. I left my hometown when I was 18 and I never went back. As an adult in a new town I got my first job and took care of myself. I made friends and even in adult hood people our age just dont know how to act. No respect for anybody. I cant say that I have overcome how people make me feel but I do think moving was the best choice for me. Moving is not for everyone. I have contemplated suicide many times never tried because I know I would chicken out. Professional help dosnt help me eaither but I dont give up trying to find ways to help me ov ercome this..No matter how bad I want to I just keep fighting.
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