I've come to terms with the fact that he's going to keep lying. I suppose I needed a reality check. I've walked away feeling like I'm absolutely batsh*t crazy. I just think it's a little sick that even at the expense of another's mental and emotional well being, he cannot tell the truth. But I've also come to the conclusion that he never, doesn't, and never will give a crap about me. It's just crushing to know that someone could be like that.