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SWEETY, WE HAVE ALL MADE ONE MISTAKE OR ANOTHER WHEN IT COMES TO THIS. BELEIVE ME, I KNOW IT HURTS. I DON'T THINK FOR ME IT WAS SO MUCH BECAUSE I WANTED TO CONTINUE A RELATIONSHIP AS IT WAS THE FEELING I HAD THINKING I WASN'T WANTED. DOES THAT MAKE SENSE? ALSO, I THINK IT IS EASIER FOR MEN TO DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT WITHOUT HAVING THOSE ATTACHED FEELINGS. AS FOR WOMEN, I THINK WERE A BIT MORE EMOTIONAL. NOT THAT THAT IS A BAD THING. I DID HOWEVER, GO THROUGH A PERIOD OF TIME AFTER MY DIVORCE WHERE I WAS IN THE "HATE ALL MEN" MENTALITY AND CHOSE TO DO THE ONE NIGHT STAND THING. THAT DIDN'T WORK OUT TO WELL. ALTHOUGH IT WAS INTERESTING AS I DID RECEIVE A FEW CALLS AFTERWARDS.
I GUESS, SOMETIMES, NOT ALL THE TIME, TO GIVE INTO A ONE NIGHT STAND THERE IS ALWAYS OTHER THINGS GOING ON IN ONE'S LIFE THAT CLOUDS THEIR JUDGMENT AND DO SOMETHING THEY NORAMALLY WOULDN'T DO. I THINK THAT WAS THE CASE FOR ME. I'M SORRY YOUR FEELING DOWN, AND I HOPE THAT YOU UNDERSTAND THAT HIS NOT CALLING YOU, PROBABLY HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU. IT'S PROBABLY THE FACT THAT HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND.

TAKE CARE AND I HOPE YOUR FEELING BETTER SOON.