Its possible thats whats going on - you may have become so used to the effects of opiates that the same high doesn't feel the same.
I know that when i started, a single oxy would make me feel HIGH as hell, but at the end and even now i could take five and feel nothing.
Thats the cycle of addiction - you require more and more and more each time to get the same high.
((big hugs))
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