Heya. Aaaw.. thanks for the hug... I have looked into it, not thoroughly, but it's certainly an option in the near future, once I make sure that I can afford to take part in the program without putting a strain in my partner's and my financials. I'm not sure if my health insurance can cover whole/part of it, as I don't think mental health was included in the policy

But yeah, it is very frustrating at home and at work, as I said earlier, at work they don't really know about my OCD, in their mind, OCD = excessive cleaning (which is definitely NOT me), I clean, yes, but my workspace isn't spotless and sterile, however, look at my computer folders, then anyone can see there's something definitely odd about me Only certain people know about my OCD but they thought it was a joke and so out comes the "Have you checked it?" many many many times and honestly it's really heartless to make fun out of something like that (of course, that is still nothing compared to the making fun of my phobias related to OCD). And when I come home, there are times when my partner couldn't deal with it, depending on how his day went (or that's how I feel anyway, I don't blame him though, it's tiring to deal with it when as a bystander, he doesn't know why can't I just stop it with a strong will... if only it's that simple).