Ty simcha and mel.....omg i am taking this hard. i have sooo much pain in my head and legs. Grrrrr.

MD asked me if i had any friends or family - anyone i could visit, where i could go (i thought she meant move). Then she said, "no where to go to give your mind a rest, eh?"
@_@

I just wrote to T so that she'd have some knowledge before MD come bursting in with my letter. I also had time to process out all the fears - not that i set them at ease, but at least t knows them now. And can tell me which are false (i hope all).
MD also raised my med dosage.
i gotta lie down a bit....