From a personal point of view my hurt has been coming out for many years. Only now am i seeking proper proffessional help for it .... it depends what you mean by bad person .... i dont fully understand alters, i am on the border of alters, it is called co consciousness, it will either become worse and become DID or go away during the course of therapy .... you need to see a good T Roz, one who understands what you have been through. Go to your local Rape crisis centre, that's where i am and lucky enough t find a qualified T who specialises in childhood sexual abuse/rape. There is a rape crisis centre in every city in the UK .... sweetie you need proffessional help with this, you cant do it alone, we are here to support you and help you through ....you are not a bad person, you have been hurt, abused and treated badly ... give yourself credit for the wonderful person you are and how much help you give to others .... here if you need me .... love Kerry xoxoxoxoxoxo