i think i have a kidney infection, I feel sick, my ack is hurting, my urine is awful ... (sorry) i just feel lousy .... i think this is due to lots of stress and anxiety, i am drinking cranberry juice and lots of water ..... does the crap ever go away? On thing after another ...... i feel literally like my body is giving up on me .... i'm only 43 for heavens sake ...... i have to go for surgery but there may be a waiting list ..... i dontknow why i'm posting all this rubbish....just need to vent i guess

jin