Bebop, I never got the whole addiction thing either. It's hard for me sympothize with the ones I love when thy suffer from addiction. A lot of times it makes me mad that they won't just stop. It seems like they don't care about the people they are hurting, they only care about themselves and there next fix. I try to sympothize, but sometimes it's REALY hard.

Rainbowzz, your story sounds so similar to my husbands. He too is on Neuotine, but won't stop taking the pain meds. He just don't see that he has a problem. ("He needs them cause doc said he needs them".)

I know how you feal, good luck.