I'm so tired. I just want to curl up in a ball and pass out. The only thing keeping me feeling alive/here is the stinging in my wrist from SI this morning. I'm in class and I know there is so much to be done today. I have a huge paper due soon and am tutoring after school today. I want to cry so badly, but I don't want everyone to see. I wish I could just disappear. I don't even know why I feel like this. Usually it's cause I forget my meds on the weekend, but I remembered this time. ARGGGG. I just want to scream. I wanted to talk to the counselor today but she's out sick. I also need to reschedule the appointment I canceled with my T that feels like sooo long ago. I just feel so desperate to make this feeling end.