I don't get this sudden rush of hoplessness and guilt that I'm experencing.
I feel like nothing I do matters.
Am I even real? I don't know, I think I'm a lie, I'm not really here.
I can't ground myself, I only know one way, I don't like this.
I'm going to cave, I have to come back to earth, I have to prove I'm real.
I just want to curl up in a ball and cry, my chest is so tight, I can't feel anything except the instense tight feeling in my chest.
Make it go away....