Ok I do NEED to talk to t. But I know sh'e freaking busy this week. I can't stand the "waiting" much longer on when MD is going to approach t about what info i gave her.
YIKES!
I know t said that she has no time (since she had conferences this week - we had no meeting time) and she said if things got bad and I really needed her she'd make time.... but I don't feel this qualifies!
I just gotta breathe and get through.... 5 more days, holy crow. chances are MD hasn't talked to T yet anyway with the 4th of July and T being gone. I wish i could retract the whole thing!!! Take back the info...'take back the mink - what made ya think...that I was one of those girls! ' ok sorry - this is my brain on PANIC! Completely wrought by panic and anxiety. Unbelievable. I keep pacing the house wishing t would call, wishing i could call t.... trying to get myself to stop, replaying MD's words to me.....
STOP brain STOP!