oh wow i've never heard about this before, that's so me!! so odd... i mean.. mom and sis have told me that when i was little i didn't like people touching me or picking me up or holding me or anything (still don't) so they just let me be by myself... i don't really think that's rejecting though but who knows.. and i am TERRIFIED of rejection.. from anyone. I've done all that stuff and it has gotten worse up to this point when i just avoid human contact in general (with the exception of my siblings and a couple of other people) ... Especially the testing of the relationship has cost me a lot i realized that i was being out of line and i should stop it, but i just couldn't...