I am still seeking a clairvoyant. Perhaps it is more a matter of what-if. I am beginning to feel though that what I need to do comes from within. Meanwhile, I see my doc on the 10th and I have a letter from teh former Therapist I had seen. The letter sums up pretty well where she saw my problems focused mostly. Prescription meds will probably be involved in the treatment, but I have to seek out a guide of some kind. I am a people person more than a reader or self-help person. I need interaction with others. And yet...I avoid others with social anxiety. Perhaps a soul search would feel less clinical and more intimate or more personal. I have always wanted to take the journey back and re-examine but I have also heard warnings of possible regret or drumming up bad memories and the negative influence it could have. I am not certain but I feel strong (or maybe stubborn lol) with this wish to revisit.