I don't know about losing best friends or a sister, I have never been close to my brother, but even when I'm around people I feel all alone and no one can hear me scream, or understand me, not even my husband. I hear you and I want to tell you, you're not alone and don't be hard on yourself, give yourself credit for just getting up and moving, that is a big step. It is a great plus to cry out for help and let us help you feel better. Peace and Joy to you!!!!

Here is a little card for you.

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