((((gimmeice)))))
((((((((miss)))))))
(((((((pink))))))))
((((Today))))))

Tonight at least I had the 4th and was with friends so that provided a bit of a distraction.... kinda. yeah, i may end up calling tomorrow. Pink - no she always says call whenever. I just try not to bug her. And I don't want her to think i'm needy or that i actually *need* her or something - Me?! Need?? Nevah.

Gosh I do need reassurances from her - and at the same time feel like she is going to totally reject me over this whole thing that MD is going to bring to her attention. Maybe I can just leave a message stating that I have sent several emails with info, and that my MD will be talking with her (if she hasn't already) and if it is possible for her to let me know when that happens so i can stop freaking out (like I'll really stop).... or just for assurances that she won't walk out on me.