I am still feeling sad this morning. I woke up this morning and thought about a friendship of mine that seems to be going the way of the dinosaurs. I felt very depressed about that too. And still do. She wasn't and isn't as good a friend as my sister but still hate it when friendships change. I'm left feeling badly because I think of all the things I could have done, should have said, shouldn't have said, all the frustrations I had at the time that now I feel should have talked out. I think of all the things that could be the reason and then I wonder if maybe some friendships just change OR if some friends are just for a season. I never really know what the right answer is.

THE POINT is that I woke up feeling this way. And I thought "GAWD...I feel like Sh#!" and I thought of how many popsicles and chips I could down so I could feel better today. INSTEAD, I went for a walk to clear my head. I know this doesn't seem big but I have been eating a lot for the last 2 months because I have felt so sad. Today I took a baby step and I really feel PROUD about that. Instead of wallowing I did something for me that was healthy. I don't feel like I am at a 100% but I think that I am a little closer to who I used to be. Thanks so much for supporting me through this!