Things that have happened in this past week have really felt like a kick in the stomach. Some of you from chat will be aware of what happened this week to me and how it led to me having to speak to the police (I haven't done anything wrong btw, I was the 'victim'). Well now I've had more evil cross my path and I don't know how to have hope at the moment.
The bad in the world is way more than the good, and I feel like I'm beginning once again to not want to face everything around me. It seems life is a struggle against those who want to destroy people emotionally and physically.
As I don't really understand my PSTD diagnosis, I just put it down to depression from what's around me. I feel like so many people are targets for these evil people, with no where to hide.
I don't feel I can explain anymore, just that I'm hurting inside.
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