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Gosh I do need reassurances from her - and at the same time feel like she is going to totally reject me over this whole thing that MD is going to bring to her attention. .... or just for assurances that she won't walk out on me.

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Kiya, can you imagine any other response that your T might have to what MD is going to tell her? You wrote before about talking with MD about moving away from your mother. And it sounded like that would be really healthy for you. When I read that, I remember thinking, great! And I was happy for you. You seemed scared and excited. Like maybe a new door was opening for you. I thought all that was a positive thing. Is that what you are worried T will reject you over? (Sorry, I don't want to pry.) It just seemed from what you wrote that you were contemplating what would be a big step forward for you, and MD was supportive. Maybe T would share your excitement? Be supportive? Want to discuss it further? Could you call your T and leave a message and tell her whatever it is you are worried MD will tell her yourself? just briefly, and tell her you are so anxious to talk to her about this. Maybe she will be able to call back. That way you can communicate what you want to communicate and not whatever "spin" MD will put on it. (I quite hate it when my professionals communicate about me--"behind my back" as I always say. They often get something "wrong" and when I learn what they have told each other, I find they have misinterpreted something really critical. It annoys the heck out of me and has caused problems, with my having to expend extra energy "undoing" the misunderstandings that were passed around about me. So I'm a big one in favor of direct communication to the one you want to know something.) Anyway, I hope you can consider other reactions your T might have (has she ever wanted to reject you before based on something MD told her?) and give her a call to relieve your fears.