((((((((((((((((((((((((((Cat)))))))))))))))))))))))))))) thank you for sharing. You must care a lot to reveal all that, and brave. You can really make a girl cry, and this is a good cry. I can get so emotional....

There have been times when I wanted to hurt myself, including today. It was mostly because of anger (of lots of things), and I wanted to use my exacto knife. I didn't though because of the people in the office.

I once told my boss at a company I used to work for, and she made my life hell - to the point that I had to get a lawyer. It went that far because my boss then was the Director of Human Resources, and the only people higher then her was the CEO and COO. I did write a letter to CEO and COO, but they didnt do anything.

Until I know how my current boss will react, I must keep it all inside - my mental illnesses. Unfortunately, I can't keep the symptoms from showing anymore. I'm going to really 'lose it'. I'm gonna get fired. Just a matter of time.