i asked for help with my ed.
i asked 2 months ago and nothing has happened.
i cant do it alone and no one will help me.

i just hate myself for my lack of control with EVERYTHING. and i hate myself for having a stupid disease that is out of my control.

if i have to live like this, i dont watn to live. all i do is cry, binge, purge, cry. i have no life and no friends anymore..