Wow, your life feeling a bit out of control, BB? :-)

I use to dream about mafia figures from time to time/gangsters from the 30's and 40's. Other times I'd dream about spies. I think they're very cliche/figurative. What's the first thing the bikers make you think of in relation to your actual life? The black and white dressing thing might be a clue; maybe you're thinking about something in black and white terms? Something "scary," that feels all powerful or that you don't feel you have control over?

You've been thinking about getting pregnant? Lot of "family" references and "looking for" family.