thanks for sharing with me wantoheal .. so what do you do when .. like us..blackout all together? even though i am aware of them i do not know them and who know who takes complete control ..
or when it happens or any warnings ..just not there.. it angers me so much when ppl say things to me that i know for a fact i didnt do or go or say .. it makes me feel as if they are blatenly trying to mess with me.. i hate this i hate this feeling i hate beingso divided .
i dont know anything.. or even if i will remember writing this being that depression right now is so black i can hardly see