me too.

so sorry you feel this.

have you tried our forum here where people with ED congregate more?

Look further down the forum, and a little past half way, you will find an area that starts with psychotherapy, depression, anxiety ... and it goes on from there.

There is a group with this as their main issue over there who would be more than happy to help you.

Also, do you have a therapist. That is wonderful support and someone to guide you along and look over your care. That would be good too!

Ayway, welcome and thanks for letting us know you want to be heard.

I hear you.

peace and comfort,
nightbird