I know i have moaned about my daughter recently ..... more I suppose because her b/f was always here and we live in a small house .... she left this morning with her grandparents to live with them down south for the summer to earn some money for uni .... and to get away from Derby where we live cos she hates it ..... we are seeing her for a week in 3 weeks .... then going to a festival, then she's at uni ....

I just feel like this is the end of her ever being with us for any length of time again .... like e have always been 4 ... now, although she will always be in touch, the family has changed ... I feel she has taken a piece of me with her .... i feel empty. I just keep bursting into tears ..... i thought i was looking fwd to some peace .... but i feel lost ..... i am happy and proud that she is so independant .... happy she is confident enough to do this ..... why do i hurt so much? She only left a few hours ago and i am missing her already...... saying goodye was so hard ..... i wanted to grab her and keep her here where I know she is safe ......

i know this is pathetic ...... i just feel SO sad