Jen, I'd have to agree with neri about the unsupportive comments of one of these posts. You are an amazing person and worthy of being loved and cared for. I'm sorry that you are hurting right now. Just remember that he is the one who was wrong on every level. Don't beat yourself up over this. I've learned that life never gives us what we want when we want it. Hang in there babe. I'm here for you if you need me.

Ry