...thankyou all so much.... i dont quite know what to do with myself right now..... i heard from her, she is overlooking the sea and cliffs, she sounded a bit ..... quiet, maybe she is feeling a little strange too. I really feel quite wierd ..... i'm not sure how i'm ging to cope with this at all ..... my son seems a bit down too ..... it broke my heart seeing them hug this morning, sometimes i wish they were toddlers again,selfish i suppose. But i knew they were safe and sound and what they were doing and where they were all the time ..... Jx