sorry if it isn't in the good palce

hard to cope.....i feel somone else i love went away. not abandon, just gone but i feel all sad and feelingback again. just like before. EMpty and .... shuodnt feel this way..may be shoud be happy. gilty beausenot happy too ... this is bad ... feeling bad i dont no what to do sorry. being silly. not in big place now kerry is sad trying to help but she's cying and try to cuddle her. t