Kiya,
In my humble opinion, I think you should talk to your care group about it. There are solutions and it's surprising sometimes what others come up with. I think it's time you suck it in and ask for help! (I know how difficult this is) If you (with HELP) got your house back together once, it wouldn't be so overwhelming to keep it up. I've had to rely on friends for similar things, and although it's hard to to, they seem to enjoy being able to do something for me.
Take care.