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Sounds like you are getting a lot of awareness! It also sounds pretty hard, but will be a good thing in the long run. I agree that he will probably never change. I think you deserve someone you can trust. I think I sound like a broken record because I always think therapy first, but do you have a therapist or something you can work on yourself with? Therapy has helped me so much that it's always the first thing I think of.

I'm glad you are going to keep yourself safe. You are worth so much! We're glad you're here.