i have had many one night stands ....

even though i like him, i was not planning on having sex with him, cuz he has a girlfriend.
but the alcohol had other things in mind....

but i felt bad about it cuz, i was kind of ashamed....
so the next day i went with my brother to play a game of pool there, just to show my face and let them know that i am not hiding in a corner over this.... and to basiclly talk to the owner who watched all this take place...
he wasnt there so i went back today with my mom...
today the owner was there.... (we have become buds over the last month or so and he said he wants to hire me to work weekends too)
and when i came in today (monday) it was hard to face him, but i went to the counter and ordered an energy drink....
he looked me in my eyes with a straight face and asked how i was doing and if i was ok......

i pulled him aside in a hallway, and told him i wanted to come here to see him to apologize if i made a fool of myself or his place, and he was so nice...
he was like "oh no...dont worry about it, its not your fault, that guy knew you were drunk, he shouldnt have taken advantage of you like that ..." he said im worth more than that and said some other nice things about my integrity and stuff, that im a sweet girl and that guy disrespected me by what he did....specially since he works there too, knew how drunk i was, and was all over me in front of the customers.....
the boss hugged me too, he was so sweet.

that was a huge weight off my shoulders to just go in and confront the issue, and try to resolve it... and it was a success, cuz as i was leaving tonight, he told me to come in tommorrow at 8 to work out the details of me workin there this saturday.

just glad it has been resolved with him.
the one night stand guy...
i deleted his number off my phone, and when i see him there, um, it will resolve itself somehow.....