I've been in a bad place, and I don't know where the heck I belong. I don't fit in with people of my own age, I don't fit in with the younger groups and I don't even fit in with the older groups. I post support to others, but I'm bad at that as well, and I don't even fit in here. I'm fat and people let me know that with there hurtful words and looks. I'm also not smart and people let me know that as well, I've had supervisors tell me I won't amount to anything with out a college degree, so I'm out in the cold. My in-laws make me feel like crap, where they're smarter than me, and they rub my nose in that when ever they have a change. I'm even upset with my husband, he runs to do things for is sister and mom, but I can't get him to do anything here, I know he has to help once in a while, but his sister uses him as her handy man and nags him into doing the work.
I'm sorry, I'll stop now and I'll try not to bother anyone again.