I am not sure what to do with this situation. I totally do not know where to turn and could use some advice of others who possibly have been in the same position as me.

My husband is an alcoholic. Not just that but a binge drinker as well. And he will drink beer after beer after beer until he cannot even walk anymore. This happens on average about once a week. And on the days that he works he usually puts away anywhere from 2-4 beers a night.

This is not a new thing it is just progressing at a very fast pace and seems to be getting to a dangerous and destructive point. The last few times he has left the house (not telling me or my 5yr old son that he was even leaving!) and not come back for oh....say, 9-10 hours. He stumbles in the house, is clumsy, slurs his speech, is mentally abusive and is just not himself. I don't even think he knows what is going on most of the time. (And to make matters worse, he is usually so drunk that he wets the bed, this has happened about 5 times in the last year or two!)

I do not want to live with this kind of behavior. I have told him to stop but of course the addiction is stronger than I am. What do I do? Where do I go from here? I am at such a loss. I am not a drinker, not have I ever even done any drugs so I do not know what it takes to overcome that kind of problem. All I know is that I do not feel safe with this man anymore, I can't trust him to come home at night, he doesn't call to tell me where he is and I have a son to think about as well.

Thank you if you took the time to read this. I have rambled on some , but that is because it happened tonite again and I am writing this while he is now passed out in bed. Ugghhhh!!! It is so hard, so frustrating, so scary and I can't help feeling so much anger and resentment.