It is never easy. I actually knew I had a problem with depression and anxiety for years, but of course to make myself look normal, I was in denial, until I started having panic attacks 2 years ago. I was lucky to even bother to go to classes 70% of the time during the week. Things got better for awhile, but now it's all downhill again.

But definitely try to see a professional, if you can. Unfortunately for me, I don't have insurance right now, so I can't afford to go either. But I did get a book the other day that I'm hoping will help me out. This feeling of being a worthless loser has gone on long enough and it really is affecting me.