Hello jrae!

I'm sorry you are having such a difficult time. Posting here is a great idea! The people are terrific. A Depression Chat Group is starting next Sunday night, at 8:00 pm, maybe it can help you. It's members offer support to each other, share thoughts & advice, and ask questions, etc. I hope to see you there! You can PM me at anytime ok?
Be Well,
MlpHolmes