Someone on a LJ community just said I was boring.
I posted and said how I felt 'I had no personality and why doesnt anyone like me, etc'. And someone posted an anonymous comment saying they thaught I was boring and that must be why...

I try to tell myself theyre just being mean and they dont know me, but I cant help thinking its true...

I have hardly any friends and the ones I do have when Im with them Im just going along with what they want to do, I dont feel Im being myself around them.

But I feel Im not myself around anyone, not even my family.
Its like I act so different with other people and just act how thay want me to act that I dont know who I am and how I want to act.

I know I shouldnt be putting so much thaught and getting so upset about one stupid comment...
But I always get upset about the bad comment, but whenever someone says something nice to me I just dismiss it...
I dont know why, it just seems people would say nice things not to upset me, but if someone says something bad it must be true...

Its so bad.

I keep trying to change myself so people will like me but it never works. I know I should just 'be myself' and whatever. But if I dont like the 'real me' and other people dont, whats the point in that?
And then no-one seems to like me whatever I do and I always fail at 're-inventing myelf' So...

I dont know what to do...