You see, i agree that sometimes there is such a feeling.

I think that one of the positive thoughts is "This is all an illustion. Truth is - I CAN stand myself. I am BEING myself right now, So can`t stand is impossible. It`s just a feeling or a thought and it will soon go away. It is passing...it is gone.

You need to believe in it. I too have different feelings. Pray tha tit will pass. be litting og of it...hard as it is at the momnent