I know that's what I'm doing. I do other things too in place of cutting. I've been aware of this. If it gets my mind off of what I don't want to think or feel, I'll do it. And, yeah, I know, it's not good for me. But it's all I got right now to keep me semi-sane for the time being. With my situation still living with my parents, there's nothing I can do. Other things need to be solved, I think, before I'll be able to quit. Because, I just don't have a reason.
Thanks, though..
~Kayleigh
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Your memory is a monster; you forget - it doesn't. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you - and summons them to your recall with a will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you.
-John Irving
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