though I must admit I wonder why it doesn't feel weird - before this I was very much against integration. I felt I didn't want to lose any of my parts.

But in reality Cassandra isn't gone and I am not gone. We are both there, but blended together. The closest I get to weird is feeling a bit funny. We're both getting used to it, too. She has to learn so many of my ways and I have to learn hers.