butterflylady747 - What are you taking that is working so good for you?.

I have never been to a pdoc or therapist (well, not in ages) because the last time I saw one it was in a psych hospital and the doors automatically locked behind me. This Psych was asking me all these weird questions like he was trying to trick me so he would have a reason to commit me there and bill medicaid. At one point, I messed up on one of the questions and I said "well, it looks like I'm going to be commited now" and then I said under my breath " Nah, you guys could'nt do that anyway" and he practically jumped out of his chair and said "oh yes we can if we want to!!". The remainder of the time I was scared to death and felt like at any second the men in white uniforms would be fitting me for a straightjacket. I was very scared!.

Them to make matters even worse, my friend lost his keys down the toilet and we had to call a locksmith which cost a small fortune. Then a cop starts harrassing us about loitering (well duh!..we were STRANDED...hello???").

Anyway, the clinic I go to looks at me as a ditz and because I'm on medicaid, it would be easy for some hospital to find an excuse to put me away and make a nice income off of me as if I was a head of cattle or something. Happens all the time (I know - long story).