thank you christina....

she is seeing a psychiatrist right now....i commute with her everytime she goes and i just wait outside as the session is happening. she has requested some medication...and does seem to be aware that medication may help her. its really helpful to know that what shes says to me could be caused by her depressed mind and not what she truely means...

also i want to know if being with her alot is a good thing. i always take into account the nice things she says to me...like "dont ever leave me" or "promise you will always be with me" and things like that....so i stick to her. we see each other everyday bc we live together. however when the depression and anger takes her....she seems like she really wants me to vanish and wishes she never met me. i try to supress all the things she says to me and just try to be there for her.