I don't believe we've met. Sorry you stayed away so long.
I'm a frog of little brain so all my sage advice is worth less than zero. Just so you know.
Would you like me to start with...drinking yourself to death which I assume is your desire does what? Is that what you want your beautiful daughter to remember? (Bit@hy aren't I)
Long separations are very traumatic to all parties. That's why so many military families are torn apart while the husband is underway. It is the worse type of separation too because very often neither party can keep in close contact with the other, sometimes for 6 months or more.
Don't blame yourself. (You like the canned phrases I'm coming up with.)
But seriously, cut yourself some slack. Since I'm assuming you cannot type and drink at the same time....keep typing.
Look forward to hearing more from you.
((( Sultrysorrow )))
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