<font color="purple">Once my grandma taught me how to knit, but I forgot how after all of theese years, I'm thinking about sewing again. I'm not very good at it, but I'd like to learn how to make dolls and stuff.

let's trace it back a little:

Stress leads to anxiety
Anxiety leads to mania
Mania leads to more stress
More stress leads to an episode
Which at this point, is pretty fun
Until it leads to something else that I can only describe as a body memory
Which takes awhile to kick the stress out of
Then I went to bed
Slept fine
Woke up too early and took a nap
Had a bad dream
And spent the rest of the next day in a funk.

That pretty much sums up the past few days</font>