"As I went down in the river to pray
Studying about that good old way
And who shall wear the starry crown
Good Lord, show me the way!..."
Ah....Alison Kraus (spelling??)
I went and sat on the dock in Westport today. The wind in my hair and the wake from the river cruisers were welcoming and I was happy. I sat down and looked around the river bend for a moment. Then, I started to read Job and felt so connected to the words. I was near tears but oh so happy. I read and I sang the few hymns I know and then I prayed.
??? I have NEVER felt like I did today and certainly never ever have I did these things. Is this normal or am I just weird?
Ever heard the song, In the Light by DcTalk? Explains how I feel perfectly.
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schizoaffective bipolar type
PTSD
generalized anxiety d/o
haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin
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