As a child my parents never took me to the doctors or the dentist. So im 26 and I have slightly crooked teeth ( their not the worst and certainly not good). I have been with my husband and hes a very attractive man. Their are always young girls flirting with him and some do it in front of me like im not even their. Most girls who talk to him dont talk to me at all dont make any attempt to talk to me or get to know me...This has always been a factor in our relationship. I always think that he can do so much better then me and be with someone prettier and with straight teeth..Im very sensitive about my teeth. Ive seen worst cases then mine but to me im just so ugly. Im so self concious that it plays a big part in my marriage. I always think my husband wants someone better then me and prettier then me. My husband dosnt do anything to make me think that, but its always their. His brothers have real hight maintnance pretty girls and hear I am dont fit into their picture at all, Im not all about clothes or my hair and nail( I like that stuff but im a mother and my children will always have before me, so usually all extra goes to them). So next month im going to get braces and im so excited because maybe ill feel like I fit in more and be more confident about myself. I hate thinking my husband dosnt want me and im tired of always feeling so ugly...Ive been working nonstop so I can save a good bit of money, so im not stuck with a big bill. My insurance pays a good bit. But a little part of me keeps thinking something is going to happen and im not going to get them. Like im suppose to be this way forever feeling ugly and self consious.......
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