Some people do well with lithium (or as someone suggested, Lamictal) augmenting the antidepressant.
Have you been on Effexor?
Cipramil was ok for me. I did well during the whole time I was on it. But we all react differently to different meds, so don't give up.

(the lab rat feeling is rather queer

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