In some post or another I stated that I was symptom free since December 2007. You know, I guess that wasn't entirely true.

I think quite a bit about death and dying. I am afraid to die. I think about my death day. I think about how I will die. I think about my loved ones. Rinse and repeat. I wouldn't say it is to the point of obsession or that it holds me back, but it is bothersome. It never happened until the Bipolar.