Oh, I do know about the repetitive thoughts. Mine aren't of my death, but others extremely near and dear to me. I find it helpful (just a bit) to put a walkman with headphones on, playing a very loud and jumping sort of song. It helps for the moment if nothing else. I've tried lying down and thinking of a safe and peaceful place, but that rarely works. I hope someone else can maybe help us with this dilemma

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