(sorry if im in the wrong forum)
well.. im 15 this saturday.. but tbh its like i dont even care now. theres so much going on and i cant take it. my grandmas condition is deteriorating, my boyfriends just dumped me because im "frigid" and the whole school year is *****ing and gossiping about me, meaning that im now at the centre of their attention. and tbh.. its just not FAIR. why does all of this happen to me? at the end of last year my best friend left, then i fell out with my other best friend at school and it was like i was in year 7 not knowing anyone again. ive made new friends now.. but i miss the popularity i had before. and now everythings fecked. my familys falling apart, people want to beat me up, my love lifes been screwed, my (now diagnosed) once mild OCD is getting more obsessive and worse and i dont know who to trust. i just want someone to tell me how to not go nuts with all this.

L x