Has anyone ever felt the urge to SI just for the sake of SIing? I mean like you want to SI but you're not depressed or manic of whatever sets you off? I'm not feeling these urges right now so don't get the wrong idea. I've been thinking about how I react to different kinds of emotions, which ones make me want to SI, which ones don't, and I came across this the other day and I resisted, but I'm just wondering if any of you have felt the same. One of these days I'll have this SI thing all figured out.